Sayaandhagi4ever

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  • Okay this was copied and pasted from my shitty Moto G smartphone and was originally posted from my journal on y!gallery. Any errors grammerical errors or misspellings found will be fixed when I have reliable internet access on my laptop. Thank you.


  • A nightmare I recently had that really scared me
Okay, this was a nightmare I had roughly about a month or so ago, when my parents had to go deal with the stuff at my Aunt Jan's house and I stayed behind to feed watch and take care of the animals. Keep in mind I'm writing this from a shitty keyboardless smartphone, so I'll evntually edit and retype this one my laptop later.

Anyways, in my dream a pretty young man with brown hair and eyes in a baby blue and pink soft colored pants dress suit announced to her mother she was pregnant happy and beaming with the news. 

A few months later she went to the hospital because she was having problems with her pregnancy. She was told she have to stay a few days without a real explanation as to why. 

When her mother came to see her daughter, she was literally skin and bones. Her daughter was naked all expect for a hospital gown that barely covered her. She opened up her legs and said "Mommy, look." 

Everything genitalia wise that defined her as a woman including the abilities to get pleasure from sex, masturbation and her ability to get pregnant again had all been surgically removed. 

When her mother demanded to see the doctor that performed this procedure she harshly explained that her daughter had come here because she was pregnant with her first baby and had, had some complications with the pregnancy, not what had been done to her. The doctor a rather rude bitchy female said she had done what she did in the name of God and because it was God's will and God had willed it to be done. When the mother threatened to sue the doctor and the hospital on malpractice and physically deforming her daughter and getting every bloody red cent the doctor and the hospital was worth the doctor calmly and eerily stated again that she had done God's work and God's will that they couldn't sue her or the hospital for doing God's work or the will of God. At that point I forcibly woke myself up.

I believe that nightmare was inspired or caused by the book The Last Vampire 4 Phantom by Christopher Pike since the previous night I had been reading that books series nonstop practically all day, but I can't be entirely certain on that either since when I read those books as a teen it never gave me nightmares before. 

Who knows? All I know is the nightmare/dream scared the living fuck outta me.
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This was copied and pasted over from a journal I have over on y!gallery, any noticeable errors found in it, I will fix at a later date. Thank you!

A really weird dream I had tonight and some updated news on me...

Hello everyone,

How are you all today? This is a really odd weird dream I just had tonight, that I thought I'd share with everyone and before you ask no, I have no idea where it came from but I do have my theories. And my theory is too much hardcore yaoi Naruto fanfiction serve lacking of good yaoi books (because all mine are unfortunately sitting in some storage unit back in Cali...) combined with one episode of Fullmetal Alchemist that I recently watched, and that's about it.

My dream was that a friend asked me to hold on to a couple of yaoi novels with writing and illustrations in them. So I thought "Fine, whatever, no big deal." and agreed to hold onto the books.

Well since it was yaoi and I had been dying for to read a good yaoi novel lately, I took a peek at books. Well the books turned out to very explicit hardcore Naruto Shippuden fanfiction plus fanart inside fan books, not only that, these books had no authors and no warnings. One book literally looked like the hardcover book of those blue and yellow Hardy's Boys book and one looked like a really old (like 1980's or 1990's style) elementary school book you could find in the children's section of a library or in a thrift store.

Then I guess because I had opened the books and started reading them that somehow altered The Akatsuki and they were after me, but because I lived in totally different world then they did and have detectable no levels that they track follow or sense they had a surprisingly difficult time trying to find me. I was with my Mom for the day doing shopping and whatnot. Well my Mom had to stop at the hospital where she worked for something.

I mentioned I need to use the bathroom and followed the instructions on how to get there. Where I wound up instead was the female nurses shower/locker room with nurses coming out in towels. I blushed profusely apologizing with one nurse muttering to another, "You know someone should really bring up at the next meeting to move the public women's restroom anyway from the nurse's showering room, cause I'm getting sick of this same shit happening with someone every time I get out of the shower here." I apologized again and quickly left.

My Mom had to stop somewhere else and while I waited for her, somehow don't ask me how I learned that the books were authored by none other than Mays Huges and Roy Mustang. I also learned that Pein was after me and wanted me dead because I had knowledge of the books and because of the fact I had the books, I must one way or another be afflicted with Naruto, Pein wanted me dead. After going to the car to get something I remember someone coming after me, though the person's identity I couldn't tell, because shortly afterwards I woke up hungry thirsty needing to use the bathroom and to a loud meowing probably hungry Mattie. Weird huh?

Otherwise I am well. I'm not really here much anymore. My cats are well and I'm doing prey much okay. I had a birthday in August and somehow completely managed to forgot to post it here until now. Anyways, I'm 34 even now if I still don't really fee lit yet.

My Aunt Jan will be coming to live with us. Something happened where she nearly died. My Mom said she cant be trusted to live alone anymore. So Kevin and Jerry are turning our main living room/dining area near the front door into a bedroom for her.

Kevin's (who's roughly about my age btw) has been a real asshole as usual to me with his smart mouth hurtful words and constant bitching even though he's been mooching/leeching off *MY* family in particular *MY* mother for the past six years or so now. I can't wait for the day Mom wakes finally wakes up or gets tired enough off his shit and jobless leeching ass and throws his worthless behind to the streets.

Other than that nothing's really new here I guess.

Thank you anyone and everyone who read my journal here and please have a nice rest of your day please.

Sincerely,

Mary.
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Hey everyone,

How's it going? There's really nothing new to report here. I had a birthday August 5th and turned 34. I got some clothing from my Mom which I am grateful for, and I bought myself my first tablet on school sale at Walmart for a little over a hungered bucks and a couple of sequel Fifty Shades of Grey books.

As for my Mattie I'm happy to report that he's no longer sleeping in his litter box (at least for now anyways) and has found it's cooler on my bed sleeping directly in front of a fan. For everyone who asked about my Mattie thank you very much.

Anyways since I'm at the library (please don't ask because it would take too long to explain why I'm here...) I need to be going soon since my Mom will be picking me up soon. Have a nice day and thanks for reading my journal everyone.

Sincerely,

Mary.
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Cat Problem's

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My Mattie's been doing something odd lately. For some reason Mattie has been sleeping in his litter box for over a week now. It doesn't matter if he's used it revently or not, he remains sleeping in his litter box still. Since I noticed he didn't have a noticeable bowel movement a few days ago I put some Vaseline on his bottom. It got him going but after a few hours he was sleeping in his litter box again, and he's still sleeping in his litter box even as I type this up on my crappy new cellphone. Does anyone out there have any advice that hopefully doesn't involve a vet and a vet bill I can't afford? Thanks.


Sincerely,

Mary.
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Update on me...

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Hey everyone,

What's up? There's really not much going on here with me. The weather here in Mississippi is hot and muggy which I HATE. I can't sleep very well because even with a tower fan and ceiling fan on practically 24/7 my bedroom feels like a hot muggy sweaty sauna with the remote controls permanently broken and unrepairable, plus my cats help wake me up by either constantly wanting to cuddle or scratching/itching themselves vibrating the entire bed in the process. I can't get an air conditioner in here because one both of my bedroom windows are glued shut (which appearently is common wather proofing here in the south) and two because my Mom won't allow me to buy one because our houses electrical system can't handle it. Now that's bullshit in my eyes, but whatever. It's not like I could even afford an air condiner even a cheapo one if I wanted to get one and install it in my room anyways anyways. This type of weather is what makes me long to live back in southern Cali again, with it's nice cool sandy beaches. Living here now reminded me yet again of why I hated my summer vacations here with my Grandparents as a kid. If mind numbing boredom and the lack of anything to do around here didn't kill you, then the heat certainly would. 

Both Mattie & Ginger (my two cats) have fleas. Over the counter flea medication flea baths and flea collars seem to be of little if any help. I would take them to the vet, but with money for me being tight enough already as is, it's kind of not an option at this point. If anyone has any helpful advice on how to treat fleas on cats that hopefully doesn't involve a vet or a vet bill I'm all ears and open to suggestions.

The internet thanks to my parents/families brilliant decision to go with DISH net is still slow as hell. I'm completely unable to access sites I actually enjoy going on like y!gallery because the damn stupid server times out and it really pisses me off sometimes. The only way I can even access sites like y!gallery anymore now is either going to the library or some fast food joint that has free Wi-Fi and even then  hat's only if I'm lucky enough to find a place to sit down where some asshole isn't hogging up the seat and like the only available power outlet that actually works in said nameless fast food joint, which either way is embarrassing to say the least.

The only good news is in roughly 3 weeks or so my step sister Ellie with my niece Abby and nephew Austin will be visiting coming here either by train or bus. They'll be staying here a month during their summer break. I haven't seen them since I left Cali and I miss them a lot. Abby and Austin are really excited about coming here.

Otherwise not much is new here with me. I've been watching Naruto Shippuden, currently I'm episode 74 at the moment. Umber lame right? Oh well I'm kind of new to the Naruto Shippuden series anyways and I really love watching it. I've found it's a really addictive series, I mean every time I try to take a break from it, I always have a little internal episode in me not to watch another one when I'm tired or my laptop needs to cool down and rest.  Other than that I've reading watching tv and trying to catch up on some much needed sleep while trying to remain keeping cool. Btw I bought some Stephen King books called The Dome Part 1 and The Dome Part 2 from Sam's Club with my parents, I think I'm might start reading one of them soon. Keep cool and peace out everyone.

Sincerely,

Mary.
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