Hey everyone,
What's up? There's really not much going on here with me. The weather here in Mississippi is hot and muggy which I HATE. I can't sleep very well because even with a tower fan and ceiling fan on practically 24/7 my bedroom feels like a hot muggy sweaty sauna with the remote controls permanently broken and unrepairable, plus my cats help wake me up by either constantly wanting to cuddle or scratching/itching themselves vibrating the entire bed in the process. I can't get an air conditioner in here because one both of my bedroom windows are glued shut (which appearently is common wather proofing here in the south) and two because my Mom won't allow me to buy one because our houses electrical system can't handle it. Now that's bullshit in my eyes, but whatever. It's not like I could even afford an air condiner even a cheapo one if I wanted to get one and install it in my room anyways anyways. This type of weather is what makes me long to live back in southern Cali again, with it's nice cool sandy beaches. Living here now reminded me yet again of why I hated my summer vacations here with my Grandparents as a kid. If mind numbing boredom and the lack of anything to do around here didn't kill you, then the heat certainly would.
Both Mattie & Ginger (my two cats) have fleas. Over the counter flea medication flea baths and flea collars seem to be of little if any help. I would take them to the vet, but with money for me being tight enough already as is, it's kind of not an option at this point. If anyone has any helpful advice on how to treat fleas on cats that hopefully doesn't involve a vet or a vet bill I'm all ears and open to suggestions.
The internet thanks to my parents/families brilliant decision to go with DISH net is still slow as hell. I'm completely unable to access sites I actually enjoy going on like y!gallery because the damn stupid server times out and it really pisses me off sometimes. The only way I can even access sites like y!gallery anymore now is either going to the library or some fast food joint that has free Wi-Fi and even then hat's only if I'm lucky enough to find a place to sit down where some asshole isn't hogging up the seat and like the only available power outlet that actually works in said nameless fast food joint, which either way is embarrassing to say the least.
The only good news is in roughly 3 weeks or so my step sister Ellie with my niece Abby and nephew Austin will be visiting coming here either by train or bus. They'll be staying here a month during their summer break. I haven't seen them since I left Cali and I miss them a lot. Abby and Austin are really excited about coming here.
Otherwise not much is new here with me. I've been watching Naruto Shippuden, currently I'm episode 74 at the moment. Umber lame right? Oh well I'm kind of new to the Naruto Shippuden series anyways and I really love watching it. I've found it's a really addictive series, I mean every time I try to take a break from it, I always have a little internal episode in me not to watch another one when I'm tired or my laptop needs to cool down and rest. Other than that I've reading watching tv and trying to catch up on some much needed sleep while trying to remain keeping cool. Btw I bought some Stephen King books called The Dome Part 1 and The Dome Part 2 from Sam's Club with my parents, I think I'm might start reading one of them soon. Keep cool and peace out everyone.
Sincerely,
Mary.
Anyways, in my dream a pretty young man with brown hair and eyes in a baby blue and pink soft colored pants dress suit announced to her mother she was pregnant happy and beaming with the news.
A few months later she went to the hospital because she was having problems with her pregnancy. She was told she have to stay a few days without a real explanation as to why.
When her mother came to see her daughter, she was literally skin and bones. Her daughter was naked all expect for a hospital gown that barely covered her. She opened up her legs and said "Mommy, look."
Everything genitalia wise that defined her as a woman including the abilities to get pleasure from sex, masturbation and her ability to get pregnant again had all been surgically removed.
When her mother demanded to see the doctor that performed this procedure she harshly explained that her daughter had come here because she was pregnant with her first baby and had, had some complications with the pregnancy, not what had been done to her. The doctor a rather rude bitchy female said she had done what she did in the name of God and because it was God's will and God had willed it to be done. When the mother threatened to sue the doctor and the hospital on malpractice and physically deforming her daughter and getting every bloody red cent the doctor and the hospital was worth the doctor calmly and eerily stated again that she had done God's work and God's will that they couldn't sue her or the hospital for doing God's work or the will of God. At that point I forcibly woke myself up.
I believe that nightmare was inspired or caused by the book The Last Vampire 4 Phantom by Christopher Pike since the previous night I had been reading that books series nonstop practically all day, but I can't be entirely certain on that either since when I read those books as a teen it never gave me nightmares before.
Who knows? All I know is the nightmare/dream scared the living fuck outta me.